Tuesday, July 16, 2019


THANATOS


Men still search for the ultimate answer

As a cold, bleak world spins faster and faster.

Their lives are torn;

Their nerves are worn;

And truth eludes them, like a flitting dancer.



They stumble blindly in their few short years,

Groping for happiness, finding fears.

Their faith is shaken;

They are forsaken;

And fate looks on with a knowing leer.



To think of peace on this wretched earth

Is vanity manifest—Satan’s mirth.

Here darkness reigns

With agony and pain,

To make strong men cringe and curse their birth.



Love is the answer.  Here you say

Lies the comfort for which we pray.

If this be true,

Then why so few

Who have searched for love and known it stay?



Then God is the answer.  He’ll show the way

To prepare my soul for a glorious day.

I want to believe,

But my heart grieves,

For I called on Him and He turned away.



The grave is the answer.  This way is best

To still the heartache within my breast.

Here is my peace;

I’ve found release;

I am young and I welcome death.

1 comment:

  1. I can't personally give affirmation to Satan for lack of peace, the root of darkness, agony and pain, and be in doubt of God at the same time. They must co-exist or not at all, I think. I've long since stopped thinking that God was denying me what I wanted. It's clear that not even a single one of God's chosen in the Bible did not suffer greatly. I believe suffering at some level is the sodden yolk of all living things on earth. For me, believing is looking beyond and trusting in the relief and peace with Him and all we have loved before, after we escape this cocoon of humanity. I love you and wish you find comfort and peace in your remaining years. Sometimes it's better to just ignore the impending clouds with knowledge that the sun always shines afterwards.

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