THANATOS
Men still
search for the ultimate answer
As a cold,
bleak world spins faster and faster.
Their lives
are torn;
Their
nerves are worn;
And truth
eludes them, like a flitting dancer.
They
stumble blindly in their few short years,
Groping for
happiness, finding fears.
Their faith
is shaken;
They are
forsaken;
And fate
looks on with a knowing leer.
To think of
peace on this wretched earth
Is vanity
manifest—Satan’s mirth.
Here
darkness reigns
With agony
and pain,
To make
strong men cringe and curse their birth.
Love is the
answer. Here you say
Lies the
comfort for which we pray.
If this be
true,
Then why so
few
Who have
searched for love and known it stay?
Then God is
the answer. He’ll show the way
To prepare
my soul for a glorious day.
I want to
believe,
But my
heart grieves,
For I
called on Him and He turned away.
The grave
is the answer. This way is best
To still
the heartache within my breast.
Here is my
peace;
I’ve found
release;
I am young
and I welcome death.
I can't personally give affirmation to Satan for lack of peace, the root of darkness, agony and pain, and be in doubt of God at the same time. They must co-exist or not at all, I think. I've long since stopped thinking that God was denying me what I wanted. It's clear that not even a single one of God's chosen in the Bible did not suffer greatly. I believe suffering at some level is the sodden yolk of all living things on earth. For me, believing is looking beyond and trusting in the relief and peace with Him and all we have loved before, after we escape this cocoon of humanity. I love you and wish you find comfort and peace in your remaining years. Sometimes it's better to just ignore the impending clouds with knowledge that the sun always shines afterwards.
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